GODDESS HERSTORY

​The last New Moon in Taurus on April 22nd helped to make progress on your emotional fortitude, to live your life by your values and hone the self-mastery and stability to get there. 
 
Based on your values (that which deserves importance, worth and usefulness), decide what parts of your life you need to let go of or to make reforms. This is a great time to turn things around.
 
Do you have the power of your convictions fueling the passion you put into living your life every day? 
 
Do you feel alive and in control of your life?  Or, do you feel like a helpless slave obeying a master other than yourself, regurgitating what is good for them and not you? 
 
As the Scorpio Full Moon approaches on May 7th, those who have done their spiritual warrior work will be calm in the eye of the storm. They will be better able to use this time to find peace while investigating the truth and called to advocate for those who have suffered injustices.   
 
As this Moon is the cycle of limitations, death, transformation and the renewal of vital life, Scorpio is stirring up your emotions to plunge deeply into your soul to bring back what makes you passionate and to purge any limiting emotional triggers, especially fear (of self-responsibility) from your psyche.
 
Now is a good time to eliminate any subconscious limitations of personal power.  
 
Joined with the life vitalizing Sun, Mercury is expanding the feminine senses of your body (subtle and sensitive psychic perceptions) to merge with your logical analytical mind. You will find the ability to assess situations rapidly as flashes of intuitive common sense grows stronger. This is “trust your gut” energy.
 
One of the major lessons exiting out of the Age of Pisces is to see beyond the illusions of deceptions everywhere. An awakened individual has accurately detected the underlying motives behind themselves and therefore in others and can differentiate between a lie and the truth. This is a very powerful tool. 
 
Pluto and Neptune will make it easy to penetrate through appearances and get down to the bottom of things. Jupiter will help to see the bigger picture over (deceitful) motives. 
 
Realize media, television, commercials, music and art are the vehicles by which they use to train our minds. Discern and take control of what your subconscious mind feeds on.
 
Venus will retrograde in Gemini on May 13 to June 25. During that time, as information is conveyed, you may need to expand your consciousness in order to feel in touch with others. This ability will show you the relationship you really have with yourself. Are you holding back in fear or moving forward in love?  Others are choosing their rate and level of conscious expansion as well. Many will be learning what we need from each other, sharing what stirs our passions regarding injustice and wanting to take action with each other to make our world a better place. 
 
Daily rituals based on aligning with your soul and trusting in the feminine powers will help to rewire old and hidden patterns in the subconscious that no longer work for you. This will help you to reconnect your trust in the universe and vitalize your continued awakening. 
 
Watch for being a martyr to those who are struggling from deliberately not doing their spiritual work. You can only help those who are ready to accept responsibility for their own lives. Watch for poor self-esteem. Compassion will help.
 
In any case, you will be able to assert the truth without being abrasive. 
 
On a collective level, the storm is approaching.
 
Can you feel it? 
 
This Scorpio Full Moon could very well bring a shock of reality and disbelief if there is a public briefing exposing the underground global human/child sex and drug trafficking to the surface and into the light for us all. The energy is ripe for it. 
 
If it is not able to happen publicly, it is already taking wind though social media and spreading.
 
Through our awakenings, it will become easier to understand why media fear-mongering is needed to gain your consent to living a life in their bondage.
 
The amount of universal healing needed over the month of May could be almost unfathomable in comprehending the crimes against humanity.    
 
Patriots are currently completing the underground battles against the “invisible energy” in these tunnels around the world and eradicating evil from below the Earth. Most in the US are over now. 
 
We are reaching the light at the end of the tunnel very soon. 
 
Some who were guilty of running these operations have already been tried and killed for their crimes against humanity. Clones continue but will not live much longer. This could be part of the public disclosure with Mercury and the Sun conjunct in Taurus.      
 
We have already taken over the financial operations which ran the deception machine -the federal reserve. 
 
Next steps are to begin releasing the grips the central banks had on taxing us heavily for their poor systems of government.
 
What you will see moving forward is more money in your paychecks to start the ascension to this 18 month time of truth and abundance we are moving into by June. 
 
The financial decentralization is coming as a major theme for the next 6 months followed by a restructuring of our judicial and media systems over the next 18. 
 
We will start to experience more options and abundance on a level we have not had in a very long time and this will be very exciting. 
 
Through the transition over the next New Moon in Gemini on May 22, 2020, it could be very telling that underhanded abuses of power and mental illness is a sober reality we need to better address in our society. Most will start to acknowledge the financial stability gaining with those around the world and feel the optimism and love growing in the air.

Previously, the Pisces New Moon asked you to dream about making your life more ideal. Now, the Virgo Full Moon will help you to start making those dreams a reality.
 
Spring is surging though the magical energetic gateway of Ostara, the Vernal Equinox on Thursday, March 19. Soon after, the upcoming New Moon in Aries, March 24 will deliver a whole new you.
 
For now, Virgo will ask you to humble your individualized will, consider others around you and think how you can give back to be of service to the higher powers guiding you in gratitude. As you seek efficiency to be of service to both yourself and of others, make lists, tidy up, problem-solve, organize, pay bills, detox, purge, and purify. Insist on a healthy work/life balance so you can keep your gratitude going. Pay attention to your hygiene. Smudge, do yoga, spa treatments, or massages.
 
Great efforts can be made now to tighten up your plans to create a more balanced and Zen existence emerging next month for you, your friends, loved ones and co-workers. 
 
As the Sun gains in strength, opt see through rose-colored glasses. Let this sparkle of beauty inspire you to new heights. You may seek more kindness, romance, compassion, glamour, imagination, art, music, and dance at the moment.
 
If you are not enjoying the beauty in life, this is a good time to consider how you are using the laws of attraction to bring in what you want with ease.
 
Venus is merging with Uranus ushering in a change and or progress with relationships, finances, the value you offer others, your sense of self-worth and ability to attract what you want. This love will be especially felt among friends and the people in your tribe who are helping you along your path. The laws of attraction are strong now, so pay attention to your subconscious drives and banish fearful and oppressive mindsets. Insist on going with love and abundance instead.
 
Some will want to bring awareness to any fearful subconscious complexes causing breakups, misunderstandings, financial or relationship trauma. Use logic to rationalize fear based motives. You’ll want to let go of what no longer serves you as you ascend through the Vernal Equinox gateway to a higher realm.
 
Great shifts are happening this month to accelerate the ascension process, raising our senses to higher levels of consciousness.
 
Some will still feed into fear and scarcity mindsets. However, keep digging deeper to expose the truth within yourself and in the world. This will help you adjust with the influx of intense and progressive energies surging in more light against the disillusions.  
 
Are you ready to allow more enlightenment and freedoms into your existence?
 
Saturn enters Aquarius on March 22 and over a 2 ½ year period has the potential to upgrade your construct of physical reality into something more progressive -- like a reality upgrade. Collectively, it can revolutionize societal and governmental structures which will better support justice among the various groups of people which represent it.
 
At the same time, Jupiter (in Capricorn) will merge with Saturn in this Great Conjunction and bring opportunities to enlighten our society and usher in abundance within our governmental and corporate structures.
 
We are dismantling the patriarchal structures and replacing them with more stable, feminine principles of love, peace and cooperation. This will be quite an adjustment for some. However, by letting go of a fear based existence, you now get to where you are going in a more emotionally satisfying and creative way. By the nodal shift in June to Gemini/Sagittarius, it will feel like you have an expanding box of Crayola’s to choose from.
 
To help you adapt, ingenuity will be provided to ease the shifts occurring at the moment. So, keep thinking out of the box. Use creativity to build better structures that work for you in your life – not against you.
 
By the Aries New Moon on March 24, you will feel like a new person and events will trigger to inspire you to go after what you want, not with old patriarchal competitive and scarcity mindsets, but with feminine principles of cooperation, flow and abundance.   

​The prior Aquarius New Moon on January 26th 2020 asked you to be open-minded, make changes and break free from constraints to liberate yourself so that you are able to express your heart’s desires by the Leo Full Moon on February 9th, 2020.
 
Are you able to set your mind free to live with an open and happy heart and vitalize your life force?  The Full Moon will highlight the desire to be inspired and courageous, take risks and be free to live your true passions in life with gratitude. Don’t hold back from being in love with all that life has to offer, in love with yourself and letting all those around you know how much you love them as well.   
 
This is a time full of opportunity to boost your confidence and heal any troubles with self-love, relationships, affection, self-worth, utilizing your talents, the value you offer others, finances, the ability to create ease and enjoyment and living your passions. 
 
If you are struggling with self-love and compassion issues, circumstances may arise to find the courage to recognize the need for greater understanding of the wounds which cause your heart to close and create painful relationships. All too often, it is because we have not been allowed as children to develop a healthy sense of self. As adults, this creates unconscious patterns of attracting unhealthy people and situations which bring pain. This pain is meant to be understood to awaken the need for healing. 
 
If you find yourself in still denial or unconscious of deep unhealthy emotional patterns leading up to and around the Pisces New Moon on February 23rd, watch for signs of manifesting the more negative sides of Pisces before it arrives. The New Moon could bring qualities such as self-sabotage, escapism, passivity, manipulation, being a martyr, poor health or finances, and disillusionment, for examples.
 
These will be signs guiding you to find a sacred space, meditate, analyze, purify and release any toxic emotional patterns.
 
Mercury will stimulate lightheartedness and compassion while you take control to decide what needs to stay in your life and what needs to go in a caring manner. Doing so will help you achieve a sublime state of mind by the next Pisces New Moon on February 23rd, 2020. Mercury will also retrograde by February 17th and allow you to reflect on any emotional issues and heal the trauma so you can set yourself free to follow your dreams. 
 
By then, the heart space you are opening up to now will be exalted, allowing you to draw down and manifest your personal version of Heaven on to Earth. 

Uranus shifted into Taurus in March, and since April, has been a major influence affecting the planetary waves and moon cycles with more earthly feminine principles. Mutual support, cooperation, abundance, growth and stability will progressively replace fear, exploitation and scarcity in our world.

Over the past month, these shifts helped to make changes to strengthen these feminine principles through your identity, self-expression, and now, at this Full Moon, it is helping to make progress to how we relate to others.

Developing greater levels of trust and intimacy in our lives along with our need for having growth and stability will be the emotional undercurrent.

Your direction over the past couple week may have been obscure, but may no longer be so at this Full Moon. This is a wonderful time to understand how to take action to transformation and heal as Pluto and Chiron will bring regenerative powers to help you turn things around to greater enjoyment. For some, love and relationships will shift towards merging more agreeably, affectionately and intimately with others. Being open to emotional vulnerability can happen at this time. Chiron will be there with healing vibrations to protect your heart and provide opportunities to heal any prior feelings of hurt, rejection or abandonment.

You will be better able to realize and eliminate any psychological fears that stand in your way towards reaching more nurturance and independence. You will have insight, and better define, communicate and express your needs and desires for more love and financial security, enhancing your self-esteem, intimacy and trust with life.

For some, any unhealthy relationships can end as you will be able to break away, purge and heal from not having your needs met. Do not be tempted to engage in power struggles. Work on compromise and win-wins with wise consideration to how you affect others.

Discriminate what will bring you greater power and security in life. Your ability to break free, take risks, explore, initiate action and flow with more of an easy-going and balanced approach in life will be supported, helping you to better assert your individuality.

Beyond intimate relationships, harnessing your innate talents so you can achieve your desires and maximize financial gains to turn things around to your benefit will be key now.   
Overall, the social activity will be more stimulating, pleasurable and possibly spontaneous, especially as the Gemini New Moon approaches on June 3, 2019 and will stimulate your commitment to greater abundance and ease in life. 

As we approach the Vernal Equinox, the waxing Moon from Pisces to Libra begins the process of ending one cycle and connects you to another.

The past two weeks in Pisces was a wonderful chance to reflect on your life, looking at the past in order to envision where you want to go in the future. It was a great time to let go of outdated life patterns, so you feel wholesome and rejuvenated without inauthentic “baggage” holding you down. 
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Because of Pisces’ ability to transcend boundaries, many cultures recognize this Moon as a “passing over” and the next Aries Moon as a “resurrection” of a new beginning.

As Mercury retrogrades in Pisces, Libra the balancer steps in to reconcile the duality of Pisces asking you to meditate on what you want to let go of as well as what you envision moving forward. Doing so will bring you closer to what is destined to be on your life path. Libra makes connections, fits the pieces together, balances, and harmonizes, opening the doorway of the Vernal Equinox, entering into a whole new level of being and refreshing your spirit as you approach the Aries New Moon on April 5, 2019

The Libra Full Moon deepens your awareness between your identity and the more intimate relationships in your life, whether through people or the things you love in life. The focus is on moving forward with who or what makes you feel comfortable and secure about being who you are, or brings greater emotional security into your life, and therefore makes you feel confident about who you are. 

There are ample opportunities for self-healing to take place. Watch for moments of insecurity, not valuing yourself foremost or needing to prove yourself to others. Vet out perceived failings or weaknesses in your identity, self-awareness, will power, and purpose in your life direction. Be careful to not be hasty, irritable, impatient, aggressive, or hot-headed and act on confusion and disillusionment towards yourself and others. 

The key is to build healthy self-confidence, self-love, and respect by loving and being yourself and not feeling the need to prove yourself to others or be someone you are not, in order to feel the love, respect and connections you are seeking.   

Has Mercury retrograde in Pisces helped you to have a clear picture or are things confusing or unclear?  Are you able to be decisive and make decisions to have the right relationships in your life? Are you drawing upon the right connections from your past in order to envision how you need to move forward? Is your life balanced, not feeling pulled in one direction at the expense of another?  Are you centered and whole in your being? 
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These are the questions to ask leading up to the Aries New Moon April 5th. By then, Mercury will be out of retrograde and will make for an opportune time to express yourself with a firmer footing, releasing fear and building upon better structures to move forward gaining greater maturity, stability and self-confidence.  ​

After a period of igniting your passions and liberating yourself to spread your wings to fly forward at the eclipses in January 2019, we now come to the more grounded yet vivacious Virgo Full Moon. This is a time when we want to clear any and all obstacles in our path towards the freshness spring can bring in April 2019.

Over the next month into March, the energies will ask you to reflect upon your highest hopes and most inspiring ideals. Getting down to business and considering the practicalities of putting your creative ideas, or life in general, in order will be key now to make them a reality.

If you can pay attention to the details, and lay practical foundations around this Full Moon, the better able you will be to enjoy the tranquil, peaceful and creative aspects of the upcoming New Moon in Pisces by March 6, 2019.

It’s a good time to break things down, make lists, compartmentalize, tidy up, declutter, organize, detox, fast, purge, purify metaphorically or physically. Clean up and close any unhealthy doors as best you can now, so that you can make way for the feelings of refreshed newness spring has to offer. 

Supporting energies will ignite healthy doses of motivation from Mars to get you started. In fact, working on applying a healthy identity, ego, drive, will-power, and self-assertion has been very beneficial. Now, at the Full Moon, Venus steps in and asks you to use that will power to connect with values which resonate with your true being. If you are not, it’s a great time to detox, set boundaries and eliminate anything that is not in alignment with yourself, so you can feel more wholesome, and can rise above any challenges more easily. 
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Important shifts can happen to enjoy greater levels of freedom and stability, if you allow this shift to take place. 

In particular, old values, relationships, friendships, or finances can now endure some changes for greater stability. In fact, this Full Moon will become a pivotal point.

How apropos of the Universe to provide such energies during this Valentine’s season. The ability to take action on making progress, change, freedom, and liberation will be very strong. It’s an excellent time to get out of any ruts that are unproductive and unhealthy. 

Old relationships and values which no longer serve a healthy purpose can be easily released. Especially those which have unhealthy boundaries. Now, you will likely connect your life to people or things with greater care to reach the emotional stability you need.

Overall, a jovial mood will pervade. A social buzz will be felt in the air as well as deep and intense magnetic attractions. If single, feeling the longing to connect will intensify and be enjoyable. If attached, a deeper, more committed union. Passionate urges may surface, so be realistic and put your heart and soul into something or someone which connects you to what you love and value, and you won’t go wrong. 

If you recall from January, the bigger themes from the eclipses were asking you to become more emotionally in tune with your identity and to take ownership over your life. 

Now is the time to do some “house cleaning.”  Typically Virgo Moons can be a time of a crisis in purity. If we have not “cleaned house” then the upcoming Pisces Moon can be a time of disillusions and neurosis. We want to avoid that. 

We want to aim for a clear picture by the Pisces New Moon. Watch for being scattered, unfocused, impulsive, and committing to more than you can manage, feeling the need to exaggerate your self-worth. Also, it’s a good time to be clear on your finances and get them in order for greater, long-term stability. 

Come the Pisces New Moon, the energy will shift to become more supportive of tranquility, having a healthy work/life balance, being able to retreat to reflect on your life, your dreams, enjoy Mother Nature, and the more sublimely creative and spiritual aspects of life.  

The waxing Full Moon in Gemini is kicking off the holiday season with an extra dose of inspiration!

Joie de vivre!  

A growing excitement is filing the air as the busyness of the energy starts to pick up. Happiness, laughter, joy, vivacity, fun and a sense of freedom is the yearning emotional undercurrent. 

This is an exceptionally imaginative and creative time ahead through the season into Yule – make the most of it!  Express yourself through sublime realms of music, beauty, creativity, fantasy, imagination and spirituality.
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Mercury is asking you to look within to reconsider what is true for you and how to transform into higher states of happiness. 

Seek to define what makes you happy, free, and inspired now that you may be more aware of the bigger picture, expanding your wisdom and ability to connect to your higher consciousness.

Magnificent opportunities will appear at the moment for gaining spiritual healing and the wisdom to allow deep transformations so you can feel more empowered over your life.

It will become important at holiday parties to balance your opinions and beliefs with the awareness of others. Aim for a healthy curiosity and agree to disagree with diplomacy, respect and peace.

If feeling overwhelmed this season, take some time off. It will allow you to recharge, especially if feeling directionally confused. Aim for relaxation through holistic avenues and to meditate on your actions.  Avoid escape through alcohol or drugs and creating distortions. 

Mending relationships, values, self-esteem, finances, and your ability to create comfort will help you achieve a lightness of heart with others this time of year.  Progress forward through diplomacy, balance, mediation, right-relations, and justice. 

If feeling a lack of self-esteem or confidence, notice how you have followed belief systems that “lied” to your authentic self.  Watch for taking things personally, being irritable, rash, defensive, or jumping to conclusions, striving to be less dogmatic and combative.   

The energies are signaling a “last call” to purge aspects of the psyche that are no longer useful and to discover new inspirations to direct and align to your true talents. 

The focus of karmic lessons has shifted towards gaining a deeper sense of inner emotional security by understanding how your inner child plays within your psyche (for better or worse) and how it is projected out to create the experiences you need to encounter as a maturing adult for deeper healing.  
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By December 7th the New Moon in Sagittarius will help us to nurture our souls and take formidable action on our creative inspirations in order to live our passions!  ​

Since the New Moon in Virgo, two weeks ago, we have been working on defining boundaries that may have been unclear, especially when it comes to our work/life balance, daily routines, our physical and mental health or the services we offer others. 

Did anyone reach a crisis point?

These experiences will culminate as the Moon waxes to fullness in Aries on the 24th.  The Aries Moon seeks the courage to be free and be itself with no emotional restrictions. 

Watch for ignoring emotions, sacrificing your needs for others, or feeling others cannot relate to you. If you haven’t already, setting boundaries and defining limits will help tremendously now. Opportunities disguised as gifts will appear, helping you to think of progress, change and innovative ways to act and communicate with diplomacy in defining the right balance between your needs, and the needs of others, enhancing peace and harmony in your life.

Choosing to heal by proactively placing the Self FIRST will come into focus.

Trying new self-healing methods, or, further defining your own rules for how you want to be nurtured, will be beneficial for enhancing our more intimate relations.

Let go of the old status-quo, elitism, attachment to old routines and ideologies, inflexibility, rigidity or over-structure, over-conservatism and FEAR. We are all recognizing the need to transform our relationship to authority in order to reach the balance and harmony we want to obtain nearing the Equinox. The areas of life most affected could be your work, careers, marriages, or the government. Any resistance from the outside world, and the pressure that builds, will most likely be from a demanding authority figure (parent/father, teacher, boss, the government). They may create challenges that will have you making a sudden break for freedom, leaving a bad job or relationship without warning.  Aim for making progress through negotiations. 

These experiences are motivating you to develop higher states of maturity, by recognizing the need to own authority over your life.

We are being challenged over the next couple of months to act on changing and transforming our values based on how in touch we are with our souls’ needs to gain the peace it needs to live through the heart and create more personal freedoms in our lives. Our progress will help bring in more beauty, ease abundance to nurture our souls’ longing for greater financial and emotional security and stability for all. 

Accomplishments now will help to bring in the transformative and peace-loving New Moon in Libra on Oct 8th.   

Are you supported emotionally by the structures in your life?  

​The Full Moon in Capricorn will ask us to understand how the security we build in our inner world is a direct reflection of the emotional security we feel in our outer world, and vice-versa. This Full Moon will illuminate how we are handling our societal duties in an emotionally mature and responsible way, while taking care to have structures in place to nurture ourselves and others. With Saturn’s conjunction to the Moon, themes of personal responsibility are going to present itself in our lives around society, work, and family. Emotionally, keeping your life in order will help you to feel balanced. 

If needed, think about building structures that help fortify your emotional world: such as setting personal boundaries, therapy, or creating a sacred space at home, as examples. The ultimate goal is to be less dependent on outer recognition from others and to self-nurture our soul’s inner worlds. Be on the look-out, Chiron’s T-square to the Full Moon will ask us to take some action and seize opportunities for deep healing to occur around these themes.   

Achievement is right around the corner for those who have foregone instant gratification in the past and endured lessons of self-acceptance, perseverance and responsibility. Some will be claiming positions of stature and authority based on how well you handled your past. Jupiter trine the Sun will provide a boost of optimism, faith, courage and creativity on your path. While Uranus trine Moon will allow you to adapt to deeper levels of emotional security in your personal life.

This will be one of the last opportunities to make progress with the Nodes in Leo/Aquarius during eclipse season. Uranus will square the Nodes and help activate fated rewards or karmic lessons if you have, or have not been embracing the courage to live through your heart space, letting go of past traumas and embracing more emotional freedoms.

By November, the Nodes will be fully in Cancer/Capricorn.  With a partial Solar Eclipse in Cancer, July 12-13, the themes around this Full Moon and the Partial Solar Eclipse in Cancer, will be a pre-cursor to some of the karmic lessons we will be focused on come November. But, before then, Mars will stationary retrograde on June 26th –so, watch what gets triggered around that date for a clue on your journey through Eclipse season.  

So, until then...may the force be with you! ​